Ineffable Ontological Detanglement .: Introspective Assistance & Mental Analysis Manual

Self Harm: Foreword by Kit Carruthers
Society does a hard blanket hammer down of legal challenges on any and all self harm. It starts with ego invested subconscious obsession with the concept of self majority thinking. Everybody knows this is the only reasonable thinking because everybody knows everybody is too dim to see the world of reason outside of ego investment, there are all sorts of labels we have for the kind of person who wishes to JUSTIFY their personal desire to engage in something that may be construed as harmful, all sorts of labels for the people who try to JUSTIFY themselves by explaining the concept of complex concepts to us. And so they develop a stupid fucking system of associations based in wording choices and specific types of questions and tone of voice, it all revolves around a dimwitted understanding of how people actually operate because the only people who would ever allow themselves to enter into this position are ego invested retards. Making incorrect associations and then immediately acting upon them practicing or listening to no reasoning seems to be the ego invested's favourite thing in the world.

The worst of it is... Reading as hard as you can into anybody ever having a problem with them doing this. Okay we're coming to the part of the sentence where I incidentally mention self harm legality within an unrelated subject better watch my tone of voice here okay I'm anticipating the words okay I need to show nothing in my voice whatsoever that shows I am anticipating mentioning the concept of self harm legality or I may be entered into the system. Better not tell any stories about anybody who has met the system, no, they're always watching, simply telling the story of a person entering into the system may imply a distaste for the system.

Always keep in mind everything you know about this person, be aware of the signs such as they're also a smoker.

In my quarterly visits to the psychological establishment where they could confirm I am exactly the same as I have always been and always will be which is both way the hell more self aware and somehow more sane than any of them talking about the psychology concepts that run circles around all of their MDs, I noticed the lock on the bathroom stall had been broken for quite some time. I spoke to the lady at the counter who seemed darkly forced confused. I remembered... FUCKING, the downstairs bathroom had this problem as well. Nope, the "I don't know what this is what if they hurt themselves" people don't even get bathroom time privacy with you ego invested retards. I know you're fucking timing how long they're all in the bathroom you fucking ego invested retards. Now we all know for sure, what we've all feared our entire lives due to the the ego invested, the door actually WILL be kicked down if we do not manage to complete our task in time.

People generally view it as an emotional control device, sometimes they think they're dirt and so they deserve this. Emotions are overwhelming and this moment brings them into the material, gives them control, and then overwhelms them with drug high levels of endorphins that dull the emotional pain. Some who are chronically depersonalized use it as a moment to remind them they exist, this is real. These people are not automatically suicidal, you can clearly see them medicating their pain in order to carry on most of them would rather have life than death.

The psychotic weirdos actually have you on this one, psychological establishment. These people have a right to self harm, if it makes you sad you don't help them by kicking down the bathroom door and trying to wrestle the knife out of their hand, but of course you would only ever resort to this solution because when it comes to helping these people navigate their feelings you don't know what you're fucking doing, you're too much of a generic floaty warm everyone be happy fuckwad. Floaty warm everyone be happy psychological establishment will fascist enforce on you in these moments that you are to be as floaty warm everyone be happy as the psychological establishment. Doesn't look like it's working, does it? Yes, I view cutters as all fucked up. Yes, I've toyed with the idea, I'm a curious person, I can be known to enjoy pain, I wonder what it's about... I never went through with it. What if I become an addict? Then I'm in trouble. Cutters are one of the most horrifying aspects of our society to the normals, and also one of the most comforting... These people prove it. Societal standard smiley face is the obvious winner on this one.

You people need to realx. It's fine. There's darkness in the world. There's darkness in people. These people are not living within the darkness that exists in your head, they're living within the darkness that exists in their head. Yeah a lot of these people are pretty fucked up, they might hurt themselves. Some of them are pretty psychotically lost. None of them are anywhere near what they are in your head. Most certainly any person who mammal soothes themselves with their mammal attempts to destroy themselves and engages in drug abuse is not even in the same framework of psychology as somebody who cuts themselves. None of you have any idea what a people is, you're all fucking oblivious to the absolute upper limits, anybody who would ever be drawn to your profession is a fucking retard.